::WORTH::

Perfection slighted
Indecision tonight is 
Highlighted 

Waiting out this sunrise

Is it us or is it just sometimes

I can feel out all of these lies 
The truth hurts 

It’s true if it works 

For what it’s worth

Is it worthless to us
Fact or fiction 

All of this friction 

Depictions

Lost in not truly living 

Is it us or is it just us not giving

I can feel all of this here sitting
The truth hurts 

It’s true if it works 

For what it’s worth

Is it worthless to us
All of these lies

All of these facts 

All of these lies 

All of these facts 

Is it too much to ask

Is it too much to ask

To whom must I give thanks 

When everyone is shooting blanks 

::WRITE::

  

Solitude has nurtured after taking a toll

From heartbreaks that tortured my soul

Godly beliefs that my someday will come

And the pain and memories no longer run

Deep inside my mind with regrets I find 

I’m crossing the line searching for a sign

That life is love and this love is for life 

When righting my wrongs isn’t enough to write. 

::EYES ON THE PRIZE::

They tried to defeat me and write me off/

But learning lessons aren’t like a loss/

For every reaction there’s a cause/

For every action no doubt there’s a cost…

I survived through the dark and the noise/

My heart even when broken kept me poised/

Taking chances… 

Falling down and getting up only takes advances/

Me and the hard times are like those hate&love romances/

I don’t live for the questions… 

I only find the answers/

Knowing difficulties are around the corner and won’t vanish/

I’ve done taken damage/

Been taken advantage/

But my roar is savage/

My will is isn’t average/

Still some wonder how I manage/

My character describes what this man is/

Those open hands is… Bad biz/

I can’t part for those not in my faction/

Not even a fraction/

Steady eyes on the prize with no distractions/

Can’t give up till I make it happen/

Haters laughing and doubt with an evil passion/

Reason I keep a smile on my face and keep passing/

On my way to the top of that mountain of my revival/

It’s been a key to my survival/

To push through and fight their denial. 

::EVER::

If you didn’t love me

Couldn’t you just have pretended

All the smiles and laughs that were nothing

And now my soul can’t be mended

Thinking of this illusion every second

While my broken heart still has questions

And
I didn’t know any better

I wasn’t sure myself

So I wrote it in these letters

My pain trapped in this forever

And I can’t let it go… Ever.

I’m sitting here all alone

And the world passes by so slow

I thought you would always be home

And I felt pushed to just let it go

Destined to walk away and never know

Every hour passing with a no show

And
I didn’t know any better

I wasn’t sure myself

So I wrote it in these letters

My pain trapped in this forever

And I can’t let it go… Ever.

I’m not upset just really confused

See I gave it all with nothing to lose

Under the moon standing over you

Statues crying at our Grand Central

Pictures in my mind that last of you

If you could tell me I’d like to ask you

And
I didn’t know any better

Thought ours would be forever

Hourglasses that’ve severed

Pain trapped but you didn’t remember

And you let it go like whatever

::OUR SONG::

I wanted to know you

Beyond reasons I could go

To understand the causes

Of time and these love loses

And so I came across us tonight

In a song that would last for life

We made memories in a melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

Woke up and replayed it

A thousand times and I’ll fake it

Not having you to dance with

And it’s hard cause I know your past it

But I rewind it right to our part

It was so beautiful at our very start

We made memories in that melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

I wonder if I’ll always be yours

When time passes and it’s called

And the radio station takes my request

And it plays to the beat in my chest

When our memories are all that’s left

Just remember we made them still

And just like that they’ll always be real

And…we… made

Music for a lifetime

And… If… you

Stay in my lifeline

Know that it’s forever trapped

In our song that will forever last

::MISS MY BODY::

I know that love ain’t like this

Your body got me tainted

Your taste left me addicted

Passing time I guess I’m just waiting

And you know it won’t feel the same

Fucking others without any shame

You’ll miss my body in your body

Thinking thinking thinking of it

Has you going crazier probably

Because I know you love it love it love it

Our sex was as addictive as a drug is

Lemme get a hit… just a hit

Lemme grab you by the hips

Lemme argue and bite your lips

Lemme be the one you’ll always miss

I know when he touches you…

I’m the one who always fulfilled your wish

Lemme know if that thought makes you sick

You’ll miss my body in your body

Thinking thinking thinking of it

Has you going crazier probably

Because I know you love it love it love it

Our sex was as addictive as a drug is

I’m the sweetest drug

I had your mind twisted always

I have the deepest love

I had your body twisted in all ways

Talking dirty and following action

You’ll walk the earth searching for my passion

You’ll miss my body in your body

Thinking thinking thinking of it

Has you going crazier probably

Because I know you love it love it love it

Our sex was as addictive as a drug is

Are you over it

Are you over it

Over it

Come over quick

So I can make you cum all over this

::NO FOREVER STOPS::

Feeling like tree tops far up like skyscrapers/It’s love in the form of lines on paper/

My high has me dreaming past infinity/

Octane in my veins form this synergy/

Listen closely… Can you actually hear me?/

Whistle tunes of whimsical heartbeats/

I’m home, you make it hard to leave/

Hold hands stranded alone with you/

You keep my mind busy with truth/

Waiting turns while turnstiles spinning/

The world is here at our beginning/

Late for class but I have you on my syllabus/

Yearning your time 24 hours and minutes plus/

Deep deep bottomless pits for better drops/

Of sweet endless thoughts where no forever stops. 

::TRUSTED::

The roads I trusted
For those I trusted 
Now I loath the suspect

Betrayal knows something

Threw it all away as if time was nothing. 

::TRAGEDIES::

You let your fears

Come in between

These dreams and reality 

Our love destined to seem

Pulled at the seams

And unraveled out of need 

Tragedies
Sing a cruel destiny 

And these tragedies 

Got the best of me

And life hasn’t been

The same ever since

I wonder and keep thinking

Of all the simple things

Staying away and staying awake

With memories I’m trying to replace

Tragedies

Sing a cruel destiny 

And these tragedies 

Got the best of me

Erasing you from existence

Amnesia for just an instance

Wishing it could all disappear

But it was all so crystal clear

And it’s nothing to be celebrated

Betrayal of the heart is always ill fated 

And they call them…

Tragedies

::MIDNIGHT HOURS::

Cold hearts 

Love has gone astray

Tempted to make a way

Out of a calendar that ran out of days

And this pain has nothing left to say

Crawling slow to that great escape

Where the truth can leave you afraid
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

Think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Empty eyes

That lifeless hope that you once was

Nobody seems to get the buzz

Nobody was there to witness us

The illusions of this so called love

I can still feel the lies in the rush 

Of my heartbeat lost in your mistrust
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Lost soul

I wonder if you’ll ever be found

Living a life filled with fears now 

I can still hear the deceit so loud

Ringing in my ears that evil sound

One by one where victims are allowed

Ticking clocks till they are all out…of
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours