::STARS::

This is state of the art/

The state of my art/

From the state of my heart/

Patronage of the art/

Straight from the heart…

I’m not paid for my art/

Just a place for this pain to be discard/

So they can’t say…

I didn’t make it this far/

From the words that’ve been taken apart/

For the souls taken at large/

They say you get what you give….

And that is labeled as charged/

They wonder If it was the pain…

That made you this hard/

Not realizing it was this fate that’s involved/ 

Faith that’s evolved/

They want to replace what you made great with their scars/

With no end in sight and can’t explain this part/

But I shine bright and remain in the stars. 

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::EYES ON THE PRIZE::

They tried to defeat me and write me off/

But learning lessons aren’t like a loss/

For every reaction there’s a cause/

For every action no doubt there’s a cost…

I survived through the dark and the noise/

My heart even when broken kept me poised/

Taking chances… 

Falling down and getting up only takes advances/

Me and the hard times are like those hate&love romances/

I don’t live for the questions… 

I only find the answers/

Knowing difficulties are around the corner and won’t vanish/

I’ve done taken damage/

Been taken advantage/

But my roar is savage/

My will is isn’t average/

Still some wonder how I manage/

My character describes what this man is/

Those open hands is… Bad biz/

I can’t part for those not in my faction/

Not even a fraction/

Steady eyes on the prize with no distractions/

Can’t give up till I make it happen/

Haters laughing and doubt with an evil passion/

Reason I keep a smile on my face and keep passing/

On my way to the top of that mountain of my revival/

It’s been a key to my survival/

To push through and fight their denial. 

::CONQUER::

Can’t ever feel defeated/ 

This light shines on the depleted/

We take it or we leave it/

It’s with outstanding meaning/

This is my perseverance/

The strength engulfed in my spirit/

Some hear it… And some fear it/

This energy I find myself filled with/

Gives life and breaths fire into my soul/

Resurrects the structure of my bones/

Till I’m like a hard to move object of stone/

Holding my own wherever I tend to roam/

They expect me to fall and crawl on my own/

Cave under the pressure and stay out of the zone/

But I’m ready for the unknown it’s what I prepared for/

Therefore/

It’s like I’ve been here before/

It’s nothing but the more or less/

It’s all I have been built for in the flesh/

Conquer it and move on to the next. 

::HISTORY::

Concrete jungle/

Filled with sirens and hustle/

Where they either hate or love you/

And this illusion is a reality for a few/

So I rise and shine for the ultimate grind/

My mind shines, I’m a one of a kind/

Can’t find a crack or a weakness/

Your enemies talk down when they speak this/

Your rivals walk around unsteady when they see this/

They can’t believe this…./

After barrages and sabotages keeping you from complicated accomplishments/

Your will defeated the odds and didn’t comply with their vileness/

Watch them view you with unwanted astonishment/

As you break past their broken promises/

Because nobody can promise this/

Standing tall like a champ on your Mount Olympus for all to witness/

No give up or give in for this victory/

You are now a part of their history. 

::VICTORY::

Have them captivated/

Coming from the bottom…

Some are agitated that I made it/

Levitated/

Patiently waited… 

For the chance to become the greatest/

That’s where my faith is/

Fate is/

Pace by pace with/

Finding solutions deep in the matrix/

Lost and faded/

The cost debated/

See I’m all or nothing….

Its nothing at all if I can’t make it/

My sweat and blood is kept sacred/

Standing in front of my biggest obstacles…

And I’m ready to face them/

The dreams are alive…

And I’m ready to chase them/

The doubters shout…

But I’m ready to replace them/

Opportunities abroad…

And I’m ready to take them/

Opportunities are large…

And I can’t seem to waste them/

Nothing bigger than my heart….

When victory is where my aim is. 

::WHERE THE LIGHT IS::

They tried to capitalize/

Wishing on my demise/

But I’ve seen the eyes/

Of those of have tried/

Pushing and pulling hate/

It’s how I made my great escape/

Some don’t understand my ways/

Reason why I keep to myself today/

Damaged souls trying to take a toll/

Trying to make me fold from my mold/

But I won’t be sold out I’m priceless/

Understand my love for the life I live/

How my days struggled to where my nights is/

How I corrected my wrongs with the righteous/

And gave me the courage to write this/

Staggering out of the dark to where the light is. 
 

::HI:: (RESPONCE TO ADELE’S HELLO)

Hello againDon’t ever worry, I didn’t forget

It’s so simple to be angry, but I know that won’t help 

I’m doing well moving along like seasons of falling leaves 

Knowing things aren’t always what they seem 
Yes I hear you 

I remember that voice loud and clear

And years go by

But you should know who you are to me

This love never dies when it’s all you believe

But I will live forever in this defeat
And I couldn’t change this number

Or this address just because for one reason or another
And Hi 

I’m just living life

I know words form a thousand lines

And I wish to tell you

I accept these apologies 

But lately I’ve been on the road

Escaping it all and loving this life 

Surely you must have realized now

Although it broke my heart 

For every ending, there is always a new start
How have you been 

I see much hasn’t changed In yourself 

I’m sorry, I know that doesn’t help

I don’t know if this is a good idea

Just know the memories have expired

And I truly hope you find your happiness

If it’s the closure you always desired
And Hi 

I’m just living life

I know words form a thousand lines

And I wish to tell you

I accept these apologies 

But lately I’ve been on the road

Escaping it all and loving this life 

Surely you must have realized now

Although it broke my heart 

For every ending, there is always a new start
Ohhhhh, it’s a new start 

Ohhhhh, it’s a new start

Ohhhhh, it’s a new start

Ohhhhh, it’s a new start
And Hi 

I’m just living life

I know words form a thousand lines

And I wish to tell you

I accept these apologies 

But lately I’ve been on the road

Escaping it all and loving this life 

Surely you must have realized now

Although it broke my heart 

For every ending, there is always a new start

::OUR SONG::

I wanted to know you

Beyond reasons I could go

To understand the causes

Of time and these love loses

And so I came across us tonight

In a song that would last for life

We made memories in a melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

Woke up and replayed it

A thousand times and I’ll fake it

Not having you to dance with

And it’s hard cause I know your past it

But I rewind it right to our part

It was so beautiful at our very start

We made memories in that melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

I wonder if I’ll always be yours

When time passes and it’s called

And the radio station takes my request

And it plays to the beat in my chest

When our memories are all that’s left

Just remember we made them still

And just like that they’ll always be real

And…we… made

Music for a lifetime

And… If… you

Stay in my lifeline

Know that it’s forever trapped

In our song that will forever last

::SUDDEN LOSS::

Days go past me
Hearts go crashing 

Room spinning and won’t stop

Like the hands on a watch 

And the light it shines so bright

Only for those with beautiful minds
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
Turning wheels quickly

You’re going nowhere with me

The map shows places unfound

A world so distant and far now

And were losing our grasp slowly

Of this love I asked you to show me
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
We were never meant to be

Do you know what you meant to me

Forgetting my love left me empty

Such a sudden loss… Regrettably 

::WASN’T FOR US::

Could it be

Love long lasting

I knew of it once before

And here it is knocking at my door
She knows it’s us

Was in her past enough

Frequently passing the same places

Missing steps replacing these faces 
Two lives and two loves

Too much of a coincidence

That true love just wasn’t for us

Just wasn’t for us.. Wasn’t for us
Oh and it just wasn’t 

Meant to be and all for nothing 

Hearts drifting in all this confusion

Loud arguments that drown out music 
Can’t we just be upset 

Wake up tomorrow to no regret

No change of hearts in our decision

You couldn’t hear me or wouldn’t listen 
Two lives and two loves

Too much of a coincidence

That true love just wasn’t for us

Just wasn’t for us… Wasn’t for us
It just wasn’t for us

And It just wasn’t for us

And I’m ok now 

Knowing it wasn’t true love