::STOP AND LIVE::

You made yourself comfortable/
Then you hurt me…
How could you be so cruel/
I picked you out from just a few/
I swore I never had a better view/
But you got the best of me…
And I never got the best of you/
Oh it’s just another lesson in love and truth/
Went out to eat… Sat in our booth/
I wonder if it’s even ours…
Since there’s no more me and you/
I even went to Grand Central too/
It’s true…
I had to delete dates and anniversaries/
But they will always be ingrained and hurt in me/
Then I think back…
And realize you never saw the worth in me/
At times this pain really works in me/
This pain is really just words to me/
There are no words you could say…
No expression too worthy/
You see…
I’m up early watching this sun rise/
Maybe I’m different from some guys/
But I’m human and susceptible to some lies/
Some give up and some tried/
Some cry and give in to another try/
And it’s never 50/50 in some eyes/
Heard heartbreak can ruin some lives/
I swore I was in love for the first time/
Heard time is needed to reverse my mind/
Can’t forget it all in my head…
It still hurts in mine/
But I wouldn’t rewind…
Because that’s not forward progress/
And opposites do attract…
And that’s for sure the obvious/
Still wonder to what that logic is/
But it took up too much time…
And so I had to stop and live.

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::MOVING ON::

I can’t lie and so I rather admit it/
I fell for the what wasn’t there and still isn’t/
For me…just a tough thought to visit/
Wish it never happened but I lived it/
And these are feelings I will always live with/
I don’t even know if I wish them different/
Guess it makes no difference/
Love is complicated and so distant/
Miles away from ordinary…Listen/
I don’t hate you…
I just hate what you did to me/
I don’t regret you…
I regret what you did to we/
No sympathy/
But understand I’m a always be a sweet symphony/
Regardless if this feeling dies or lives with me/
Within me/
I know I loved you unconditionally/
You were conditioned to never understand what love could be/
Therefore all of our beauty quickly became ugly/
Trust me…
Even if you didn’t trust me/
You tried to complicate my life for the ones that loved me/
But this isn’t a bitter song…
It’s so upbeat/
Cause I won in the end…
Because defeat could never touch me.