::SOULMATE::

  
So you’re soulmates/

Yea….That’s so great/

So we’re we… That’s no fate/

No faith… No taste… Wait… No wait/

Speeding things up and showed faith/

Hold up…time out… this is no race/

Screw things up now you won’t show face/

Holed up and heart held captive for no place/

No responsibility, it’s show you have no grace/

I hope they know how to go from being great to being replaced/

Free ride for love but your a heartbreak cheapskate/

Bad memories are worse when their a keep sake/

Arguments and name calling, now we need space/

But what I wished for couldn’t be erased/

Lesson learnt… And your the teachers name/

What’s love… Really what’s your love… You should be ashamed/

Soulmate. Sold faith. Soulmate. So great. Soulmate. Takes no blame. Soulmate. No remains. Soulmate. Oh wait. Soulmate. Two faced. Soulmate…Not to one but so many who don’t know until it’s too late.  

 

::MEET YOU:: 

Truth is, I can see your evil

Didn’t think it existed in people

But your kiss was toxic 

And your supposed love was lethal

And each innocent passing person 

Is a victim in a line of your sequels

Your soul is see through

Your heart black with no equal 

Do wrong but expect one to need you

And the only regret I have…

Is the day I left my house to meet you.

::RELATIONSHIPS PENDING::

You’re so pretentious/

So damn aggressive/

You need some therapy…

Find out where your head is/

But damn that head is/

Yo… Let’s play a game of confession/

Broken hearts are part of the lesson/

But let it be the last time you question/

Don’t lie like I wasn’t the best shit/

That happened in your life…

Don’t try to kill off my ego’s progression/

Like not answering my text message/

Chick I know you got the message/

Why you all about the drama and tension/

Why can’t it all be simple…

Cause we can end this and end up on some friendship/

But you and I know there ain’t no friend shit/

Cause men lie women lie this pettiness is endless/

But we can pretend this/

Make amends if/

I was checking my social media and I wasn’t on your friends list/

You just wanna see me with clenched fist/

How did your appointment go at the dentist?/

See I cared enough to ask but your ass relentless/

Can’t finish my sentence/

Phone numbers changing man its senseless/

How many apologies do I have to mention?/

This is all a game to you…

Yea I get this/

Fuck it… Let’s just dead this/

Tired of these rejections/

Crushed dreams of weddings/

We let our fears create these very endings/

It’s just a relationship pending. 

::HOW MUCH DOES LOVE COST::

How much does love really cost

The goodness of me that’s continuously lost?

Between the lies and illusions of thoughts

Is it normal that this pain is my source

Or is it overthinking and non conclusive

Attracting partners that have been abusive

Trading in the selfless for the selfish

Believing it was heaven but it was hellish

Isolated from the world I could tell this

Wasn’t what I needed

Blinded from the truth I couldn’t see it

Yearning for that love I could feel it

Given to me in increments before once again being defeated

I couldn’t leave it because I believed if

In my loneliness

Look, I know the risk

Of the self worth crumbling in hopelessness

The evil had me addicted till my high was over with

I couldn’t live and the reality is

I kicked the habit of it

False love that was action less

I had only learned a fraction of it

The heartbreak of being passionate

The toxic was as eye opening as it was hazardous

And when you realize just ask yourself this…

How much love really cost?

::SUDDEN LOSS::

Days go past me
Hearts go crashing 

Room spinning and won’t stop

Like the hands on a watch 

And the light it shines so bright

Only for those with beautiful minds
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
Turning wheels quickly

You’re going nowhere with me

The map shows places unfound

A world so distant and far now

And were losing our grasp slowly

Of this love I asked you to show me
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
We were never meant to be

Do you know what you meant to me

Forgetting my love left me empty

Such a sudden loss… Regrettably 

::TRAGEDIES::

You let your fears

Come in between

These dreams and reality 

Our love destined to seem

Pulled at the seams

And unraveled out of need 

Tragedies
Sing a cruel destiny 

And these tragedies 

Got the best of me

And life hasn’t been

The same ever since

I wonder and keep thinking

Of all the simple things

Staying away and staying awake

With memories I’m trying to replace

Tragedies

Sing a cruel destiny 

And these tragedies 

Got the best of me

Erasing you from existence

Amnesia for just an instance

Wishing it could all disappear

But it was all so crystal clear

And it’s nothing to be celebrated

Betrayal of the heart is always ill fated 

And they call them…

Tragedies

::MIDNIGHT HOURS::

Cold hearts 

Love has gone astray

Tempted to make a way

Out of a calendar that ran out of days

And this pain has nothing left to say

Crawling slow to that great escape

Where the truth can leave you afraid
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

Think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Empty eyes

That lifeless hope that you once was

Nobody seems to get the buzz

Nobody was there to witness us

The illusions of this so called love

I can still feel the lies in the rush 

Of my heartbeat lost in your mistrust
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Lost soul

I wonder if you’ll ever be found

Living a life filled with fears now 

I can still hear the deceit so loud

Ringing in my ears that evil sound

One by one where victims are allowed

Ticking clocks till they are all out…of
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours

::DEATH OF A SOUL::

Passing time of rewinded memories

Fast forwarding pain sent to me

Sun shaded by this dark past

Escaping clouds in a dark path 

Remind me again of a child’s smile

The world has been gone for awhile 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Broken mirror images of past regret

Touching my arm as you ask again 

That forgiveness lost it’s meaning

Painful words that left scars bleeding

And your smile reminds me of your evil ways

The reality of my world that you pushed away
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Screams outside and crying inside

Can’t understand these dying tries

Looking around and nobody sees 

And everyone believes what they believe

If only your smile could set you free

The world was waiting for something you didn’t need 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul