::THE HEARTBREAK LAW::

Here’s the story…Here’s the story…

Here’s the story…
Ladies and gentlemen…

Grab a seat and sit back to this/

Maybe some of it will comes off as irrelevant/

A story about man and women…

And it was supposed to be so heaven sent/

But somewhere along the line… 

It got jumbled like how the letters get/

Pay attention to sentences and don’t lose your place/

Please allow me to trace the timetable like stars that grace our Space/

Indent and space paragraphs that won’t soon be replaced/

See this young man fell in love with a sweet face/

But he ain’t/

Or wasn’t…as I should say/

Prepared for the about face and all the craze/

But there he stood trying to chase…

Waterfalls/

And that’s when disorder calls/

It’s more like the laws of physics/

See he was physically and spiritually attracted to this misses/

Put big diamonds on her ring finger/

No doubt in his mind lingered/

Skin tone ginger/

Eyes that could tranquilize your inners/

Not for the faint of heart or beginners/

She went from hold to as cold as a New York winter/

Fastest than a New York minute and his ego was injured/

See the man had to remove all the splinters from his heart/

Vowed it would never again happen… His soul turned hard/

It wasn’t hard to see he was easily scar’d/

But he was a man no less so he was in charge/

Of his emotional and mental state that were held at large/

Looking into the sky he would tell the stars/

If I prayed for one day to have a love so endless/

How could you send this/

The stars replied…

Cause to understand love you must endure a pain so senseless/

Wait… Excuse me… Let’s just pretend this/

Never happened… But the star was relentless/

Cause the man had to learn from this lesson/

And it was…
Love never hurts and when it does it was real….

But it takes two to make it feel and give it that real appeal…

So some come and go and they might steal…

A piece of your heart and it will reveal…

A part of yourself you never saw…

And that’s called the heartbreak law.

::ITS A LOVE THING::

As the world keeps turning…And my mindscape keeps yearning/

This love that’s deep inside keeps burning/

I put my words into this universe/

My heart… my soul… my goals/

That’s a lot of weight to hold/

But I go forth never looking back/

The what if’s and all the could haves/

If it was meant to be it would have/

So I took the good and shook off the bad/

Walked away instead of looking bad/

No regrets see I took the hand…

That I was dealt/

Lived just for that heaven or hell/

No fears no tears no reason to dwell/

Lessons learned it ain’t hard to tell/

I write it out and it ain’t hard to spell/

I shed no cries for no more lies/

Backstabbers and those who hide/

Behind an ugly facade and disguise/

And despite those trying to bring me down/

I rose to the occasion and found…

Strength in the struggle/

They either hate or they love you/

Conclusions that I’ve come to/

I could have run to and stumbled/

But I stood back quiet and humble/

Now it’s rumble young man rumble/

Cause it’s hard in this every day jungle/

Cause love can pull your hearts strings…/

Nothing more complicated…

It’s a love thing. 

::OUR SONG::

I wanted to know you

Beyond reasons I could go

To understand the causes

Of time and these love loses

And so I came across us tonight

In a song that would last for life

We made memories in a melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

Woke up and replayed it

A thousand times and I’ll fake it

Not having you to dance with

And it’s hard cause I know your past it

But I rewind it right to our part

It was so beautiful at our very start

We made memories in that melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

I wonder if I’ll always be yours

When time passes and it’s called

And the radio station takes my request

And it plays to the beat in my chest

When our memories are all that’s left

Just remember we made them still

And just like that they’ll always be real

And…we… made

Music for a lifetime

And… If… you

Stay in my lifeline

Know that it’s forever trapped

In our song that will forever last

::CRUEL INTENSIONS:: 

Living in a world that’s in love with perfection/

Guess I’m the perfect imperfect rejection/

Or maybe I’m looking beyond my reflection/

It’s getting hard to trust one with my essence/

Betrayal of friends and lovers lead to lessons/

As I sit here writing words of my confessions/

Anxiety and overthinking in my every 

session/

It lead me to put lead to paper as my weapon/

A memoir of ill proportions and more tension/

Some things aren’t worth it and or questioned/

For the true colors will show of those with cruel intentions. 

::GIVE ME::

When the body it yearns

And the mind doesn’t learn

And were all just taking turns

What is it that you actually earned


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me 


Painfully looking at our pictures

Were either victims or victors

They asked if I missed her

They ask if my hearts been injured


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me


When sunshines don’t reach 

Blowing winds on an empty beach

What do broken hearts teach

More than the words of love can speak 


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me


How could it all end shattered

Betrayed and souls battered 

I wish I could just ask her 

Was it us or did you only matter 


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me

::GOING PLACES::

Everywhere I look

It’s a hard reminder 

Gave all I could 

But I couldn’t find her 

And the time stops 

It starts up when I think

Till the bottom drops

The end of where we begin


(chorus)

Going places 

With no direction 

Knowing faces

With no intentions

My memory chases

The slowly fading and resting


Unanswered questions

Worlds spinning in our view

My minds clouded and jaded 

Just knowing you hate it

I saw it all before it happened 

Words not matching their actions

We fabricate and elaborate

But efforts go like a past date 


(chorus)

Going places 

With no direction 

Knowing faces

With no intentions

My memory chases

The slowly fading and resting



Our time is winding

No perfect timing 

The clocks hands are blinding

Inching up and climbing

Losing thoughts and crying

Lost in our silver linings 

::THE IMPOSSIBLE DARING::

When the world comes calling

And I have to go

And the sky seems like it’s falling

I just wanted you to know

Every step of the way

I took time

Each step was harder to take

It took time

And it gets harder each and every day

So I took the time

Just trying to find the words to say


(Chorus)

Maybe I’m just misunderstood

A little too good

Just a little too caring

Call it the impossible daring 



I felt so close to change

I thought you saw it too

But we got lost along the way

It’s a hard sad yet bitter truth

I will never know your pain

Although I took the time

And things will never be the same

If only we took the time 

You’ll never be just another name

So I took the time

Just trying to find the words to say

Good bye


(Chorus)

Maybe I’m just misunderstood

A little too good

Just a little too caring

Call it the impossible daring



When your lost

Looking to be found

Love is the cost

Just look around

Just look around 

Your time is nearing

The impossible daring 

::SOUL IS MISSING::

Distance distance distance 

It’s my persistence 

My hearts resistance

Through painful conditions

In looking for beautiful visions

Cloudy decisions

Topsy turvy intuition

Just wishful thinking

For what the soul is missing. 

::BAD EXAMPLE::

You got all these trust issues

You got all these love issues

You don’t love yourself…

You shed tears on misused tissues

A victim of too many I miss you’s

You have abandonment issues

So you abandon all of these issues 

Can’t face problems what’s with you

Couldn’t see real if it lived within you

The consequences were always official

The pain and hurt are always visual

This keeps the heart inside miserable

You want to be loved for your miscues

And when love walks away it’s an unforced ritual

Your actions have become habitual

The world though has it in for you

You want forgiveness and pity from those you fool

Angered when someone doesn’t follow your rules

Shattered brokenhearted and cruel

Vindictive and getting back had you fueled

You want it all back and you want it brand new

But you can’t fix something in the dark that’s unhandled

Lost soul searching for love and can’t accept a sample

Poster child for all that’s wrong with love…. A bad example. 

::COST AND DEMAND::

A life of cost and demand

So love is lost in this land

And the price has fluctuated

Where the rich of the heart can’t even pay with 

The stress and tears that are forced in payment

So many hard and heartless on the NYC pavement.