::EMPTY SOUL::

You wanted my everything/

I don’t want anything/

You pulled my every string…

Pushed my every button/

Thought we had something/

It quickly became nothing…

From having it all to no/

From laughing with someone I don’t know/

I won’t ask from here where do we go/

It’s dying slow the character you were/

Nothing real only illusions that occurred/

Professional happiness saboteur/

No self love having miserable amateur/

Pasture filled with nothing but lonely roads/

Wandering disasters of an empty soul. 

Crash crash burn

You ask but don’t learn

Crash crash till you collapse

I guess it’s only right…

That I write about that last laugh. 

Empty eyes with nothing to hold
Words empty with nothing told
Actions paid for by actors sold 
Hooray you made fake last till it’s known 
Empty soul.. empty soul.. empty soul. 

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::MEET YOU:: 

Truth is, I can see your evil

Didn’t think it existed in people

But your kiss was toxic 

And your supposed love was lethal

And each innocent passing person 

Is a victim in a line of your sequels

Your soul is see through

Your heart black with no equal 

Do wrong but expect one to need you

And the only regret I have…

Is the day I left my house to meet you.

::ITS A LOVE THING::

As the world keeps turning…And my mindscape keeps yearning/

This love that’s deep inside keeps burning/

I put my words into this universe/

My heart… my soul… my goals/

That’s a lot of weight to hold/

But I go forth never looking back/

The what if’s and all the could haves/

If it was meant to be it would have/

So I took the good and shook off the bad/

Walked away instead of looking bad/

No regrets see I took the hand…

That I was dealt/

Lived just for that heaven or hell/

No fears no tears no reason to dwell/

Lessons learned it ain’t hard to tell/

I write it out and it ain’t hard to spell/

I shed no cries for no more lies/

Backstabbers and those who hide/

Behind an ugly facade and disguise/

And despite those trying to bring me down/

I rose to the occasion and found…

Strength in the struggle/

They either hate or they love you/

Conclusions that I’ve come to/

I could have run to and stumbled/

But I stood back quiet and humble/

Now it’s rumble young man rumble/

Cause it’s hard in this every day jungle/

Cause love can pull your hearts strings…/

Nothing more complicated…

It’s a love thing. 

::HOW MUCH DOES LOVE COST::

How much does love really cost

The goodness of me that’s continuously lost?

Between the lies and illusions of thoughts

Is it normal that this pain is my source

Or is it overthinking and non conclusive

Attracting partners that have been abusive

Trading in the selfless for the selfish

Believing it was heaven but it was hellish

Isolated from the world I could tell this

Wasn’t what I needed

Blinded from the truth I couldn’t see it

Yearning for that love I could feel it

Given to me in increments before once again being defeated

I couldn’t leave it because I believed if

In my loneliness

Look, I know the risk

Of the self worth crumbling in hopelessness

The evil had me addicted till my high was over with

I couldn’t live and the reality is

I kicked the habit of it

False love that was action less

I had only learned a fraction of it

The heartbreak of being passionate

The toxic was as eye opening as it was hazardous

And when you realize just ask yourself this…

How much love really cost?

::SUDDEN LOSS::

Days go past me
Hearts go crashing 

Room spinning and won’t stop

Like the hands on a watch 

And the light it shines so bright

Only for those with beautiful minds
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
Turning wheels quickly

You’re going nowhere with me

The map shows places unfound

A world so distant and far now

And were losing our grasp slowly

Of this love I asked you to show me
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
We were never meant to be

Do you know what you meant to me

Forgetting my love left me empty

Such a sudden loss… Regrettably 

::MIDNIGHT HOURS::

Cold hearts 

Love has gone astray

Tempted to make a way

Out of a calendar that ran out of days

And this pain has nothing left to say

Crawling slow to that great escape

Where the truth can leave you afraid
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

Think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Empty eyes

That lifeless hope that you once was

Nobody seems to get the buzz

Nobody was there to witness us

The illusions of this so called love

I can still feel the lies in the rush 

Of my heartbeat lost in your mistrust
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Lost soul

I wonder if you’ll ever be found

Living a life filled with fears now 

I can still hear the deceit so loud

Ringing in my ears that evil sound

One by one where victims are allowed

Ticking clocks till they are all out…of
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours

::DEATH OF A SOUL::

Passing time of rewinded memories

Fast forwarding pain sent to me

Sun shaded by this dark past

Escaping clouds in a dark path 

Remind me again of a child’s smile

The world has been gone for awhile 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Broken mirror images of past regret

Touching my arm as you ask again 

That forgiveness lost it’s meaning

Painful words that left scars bleeding

And your smile reminds me of your evil ways

The reality of my world that you pushed away
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Screams outside and crying inside

Can’t understand these dying tries

Looking around and nobody sees 

And everyone believes what they believe

If only your smile could set you free

The world was waiting for something you didn’t need 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul

::EMPTY GLARES::

All the time and the hours gone by

Window staring stars shine and fly

Thinking clocks they tick and tock 

Just when will these memories stop

And I knew your stay wouldn’t last

But I couldn’t help through the laughs

And those jeers quickly turned to tears

And those days turned into empty years 
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 
Walking past our favorite places

Your love is on my tongue and I can still taste it

Emotions just wasted and they won’t return 

The pain and the hurt are just lessons learned

Stripes earned in a battle with our hearts

All the betrayal and lies that tore us apart 

Maybe you won’t understand 

Maybe soon after it won’t matter

The tragedy of loving your disaster
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 
I left my dreams far from it all

Staring at the phone and unanswered calls

Train hoping missing stops that were once ours

Had me thinking lost for some hours

It wasn’t love and I’m sure you knew this 

Your fears overwhelmed my music 

And so I lowered the volume to hear the truth

And ended up with lyrics of an evil muse 
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 

::HURT ME::

Persecuted

From words diluted

Mind clouded 

Guess I’m just better suited

In a world far away from here

Where nobody is near

And nobody is near

And nobody can hear

The difference between 

You, my reality and our fears
I am no regrets I am no worries

Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry

And I didn’t ask if I was worthy 

All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me

But you hurt me… you hurt me 

Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Relegated 

Pushed aside and hesitated

Always debated and lied to 

You were so unmindful 

And you had my mind fooled

And now I wanna hide from you

Tears fall when I’m reminded of you

But I’ll be fine I’m cool 

I’m glad I won’t waste anymore time on you
I am no regrets I am no worries

Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry

And I didn’t ask if I was worthy 

All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me

But you hurt me… you hurt me 

Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Addicted

Tears and pain conflicted

No pity drawn in my image

Walking away a casualty of your sickness

Love torn battled this only witness

Blood scars and memories in vision

Barely alive… But I’m alive and kicking

Knowing there is nothing worth missing

For those pleas are no longer worth listening