::WASN’T FOR US::

Could it be

Love long lasting

I knew of it once before

And here it is knocking at my door
She knows it’s us

Was in her past enough

Frequently passing the same places

Missing steps replacing these faces 
Two lives and two loves

Too much of a coincidence

That true love just wasn’t for us

Just wasn’t for us.. Wasn’t for us
Oh and it just wasn’t 

Meant to be and all for nothing 

Hearts drifting in all this confusion

Loud arguments that drown out music 
Can’t we just be upset 

Wake up tomorrow to no regret

No change of hearts in our decision

You couldn’t hear me or wouldn’t listen 
Two lives and two loves

Too much of a coincidence

That true love just wasn’t for us

Just wasn’t for us… Wasn’t for us
It just wasn’t for us

And It just wasn’t for us

And I’m ok now 

Knowing it wasn’t true love

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::MIDNIGHT HOURS::

Cold hearts 

Love has gone astray

Tempted to make a way

Out of a calendar that ran out of days

And this pain has nothing left to say

Crawling slow to that great escape

Where the truth can leave you afraid
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

Think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Empty eyes

That lifeless hope that you once was

Nobody seems to get the buzz

Nobody was there to witness us

The illusions of this so called love

I can still feel the lies in the rush 

Of my heartbeat lost in your mistrust
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Lost soul

I wonder if you’ll ever be found

Living a life filled with fears now 

I can still hear the deceit so loud

Ringing in my ears that evil sound

One by one where victims are allowed

Ticking clocks till they are all out…of
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours

::HURT ME::

Persecuted

From words diluted

Mind clouded 

Guess I’m just better suited

In a world far away from here

Where nobody is near

And nobody is near

And nobody can hear

The difference between 

You, my reality and our fears
I am no regrets I am no worries

Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry

And I didn’t ask if I was worthy 

All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me

But you hurt me… you hurt me 

Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Relegated 

Pushed aside and hesitated

Always debated and lied to 

You were so unmindful 

And you had my mind fooled

And now I wanna hide from you

Tears fall when I’m reminded of you

But I’ll be fine I’m cool 

I’m glad I won’t waste anymore time on you
I am no regrets I am no worries

Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry

And I didn’t ask if I was worthy 

All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me

But you hurt me… you hurt me 

Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Addicted

Tears and pain conflicted

No pity drawn in my image

Walking away a casualty of your sickness

Love torn battled this only witness

Blood scars and memories in vision

Barely alive… But I’m alive and kicking

Knowing there is nothing worth missing

For those pleas are no longer worth listening

::MISGUIDED::

I should have seen the signs
Translucent mind
You were so lost between the lines
And after the smoke cleared
Your soul was gone and disappeared.

(chorus)
And I know
It changed you
Now your worlds in a faint view
The way your pain chases you
Unfortunate misguided Angel.

Where did you end up on your trip
All alone perhaps because of this
For a few minutes of heavenly bliss
And after you came from the high
You couldn’t answer my good bye.

( chorus)
And I know
It changed you
Now your worlds in a faint view
The way your pain chases you
Unfortunate misguided Angels.

And was it worth it
Did it defeat the purpose
Did you ever reach the surface
Looking back now
I bet it was worthless…
Bet it was… And I bet it was.

::MY LIFE::

When people assume it’s only because they fear the truth/
I guess my words are my actions…
See all that it’s lead me to/
Clawing tooth and nail in a world where I’m destined to fail/
Dreaming every night on when these dreams a set sail/
We all have our tales I’m just best to describe mine/
I’m sure we all have pain in our lives… Just look at my lines/
Tough times in rough rhymes patterned behind emotional crimes/
I was designed a little different/
I’ve come a long way from being a misfit/
But it’s that childhood I think back to and I miss it/
The innocence is long place away and too far to visit/
Listen… My imperfections make me perfect for me/
But again nothing is perfect no matter how hard you believe/
We… Can be betrayed and deceived by the ones we need/
Truth indeed… Life longs can become for life gone/
I guess we can let bygones be bygones/
But really who is the judge of our right and wrongs/
I’m not trying to write a song but a symphony of life/
And I’m not looking for pity or validation in anyone’s eyes/
Because they wish for your pain through their sympathy of lies/
And I’ve cried a million rain storms sitting alone/
And I’ve been a shoulder for tears to rain on/
I’ve been the consoled and consoler/
I guess if you understand their pain it makes you tougher/
More so to a stranger than a sister or brother/
I take cover in solitude at times to hide from reality/
Because I could never imagine all this sadness and tragedy/
But I learned in hugs they were backstabbing me/
And I held on tighter to them…Don’t be mad at me/
Don’t be sad for me… Be happy for me actually/
Because nobody fake could ever pass for me/
And my past is my past so don’t ask if this love will last in me/
Cause I’m standing tall in the face of blasphemy/
With no hate in my heart so I know I’m living passionately.

::LOVE IS ALL::

Do I know what love is
The high of what that drug is
Hurt more than once before this
but I dug deep
Yes I know what it all means
To start over and overcome faults
To reveal deep concerns from a vault
Can’t conceal dreams of any sort
How long can this great applaud last
How can you balance the true task
Of giving up yourself for what they ask
How to put the past to rest and forget
For even a true love broken can’t be a regret
A lesson learnt and a must to accept
Understanding it’s impossible to protect
The open threat of falling for a damaged soul
Getting destroyed deep down by the viciously cold
And rising again…
Because love is all you want to know.