::EVER::

If you didn’t love me

Couldn’t you just have pretended

All the smiles and laughs that were nothing

And now my soul can’t be mended

Thinking of this illusion every second

While my broken heart still has questions

And
I didn’t know any better

I wasn’t sure myself

So I wrote it in these letters

My pain trapped in this forever

And I can’t let it go… Ever.

I’m sitting here all alone

And the world passes by so slow

I thought you would always be home

And I felt pushed to just let it go

Destined to walk away and never know

Every hour passing with a no show

And
I didn’t know any better

I wasn’t sure myself

So I wrote it in these letters

My pain trapped in this forever

And I can’t let it go… Ever.

I’m not upset just really confused

See I gave it all with nothing to lose

Under the moon standing over you

Statues crying at our Grand Central

Pictures in my mind that last of you

If you could tell me I’d like to ask you

And
I didn’t know any better

Thought ours would be forever

Hourglasses that’ve severed

Pain trapped but you didn’t remember

And you let it go like whatever

::OUR SONG::

I wanted to know you

Beyond reasons I could go

To understand the causes

Of time and these love loses

And so I came across us tonight

In a song that would last for life

We made memories in a melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

Woke up and replayed it

A thousand times and I’ll fake it

Not having you to dance with

And it’s hard cause I know your past it

But I rewind it right to our part

It was so beautiful at our very start

We made memories in that melody

Memories that still tempt me

And I know you’ve been long gone

But you’ll always live in our song

I wonder if I’ll always be yours

When time passes and it’s called

And the radio station takes my request

And it plays to the beat in my chest

When our memories are all that’s left

Just remember we made them still

And just like that they’ll always be real

And…we… made

Music for a lifetime

And… If… you

Stay in my lifeline

Know that it’s forever trapped

In our song that will forever last

::MISS MY BODY::

I know that love ain’t like this

Your body got me tainted

Your taste left me addicted

Passing time I guess I’m just waiting

And you know it won’t feel the same

Fucking others without any shame

You’ll miss my body in your body

Thinking thinking thinking of it

Has you going crazier probably

Because I know you love it love it love it

Our sex was as addictive as a drug is

Lemme get a hit… just a hit

Lemme grab you by the hips

Lemme argue and bite your lips

Lemme be the one you’ll always miss

I know when he touches you…

I’m the one who always fulfilled your wish

Lemme know if that thought makes you sick

You’ll miss my body in your body

Thinking thinking thinking of it

Has you going crazier probably

Because I know you love it love it love it

Our sex was as addictive as a drug is

I’m the sweetest drug

I had your mind twisted always

I have the deepest love

I had your body twisted in all ways

Talking dirty and following action

You’ll walk the earth searching for my passion

You’ll miss my body in your body

Thinking thinking thinking of it

Has you going crazier probably

Because I know you love it love it love it

Our sex was as addictive as a drug is

Are you over it

Are you over it

Over it

Come over quick

So I can make you cum all over this

::NO FOREVER STOPS::

Feeling like tree tops far up like skyscrapers/It’s love in the form of lines on paper/

My high has me dreaming past infinity/

Octane in my veins form this synergy/

Listen closely… Can you actually hear me?/

Whistle tunes of whimsical heartbeats/

I’m home, you make it hard to leave/

Hold hands stranded alone with you/

You keep my mind busy with truth/

Waiting turns while turnstiles spinning/

The world is here at our beginning/

Late for class but I have you on my syllabus/

Yearning your time 24 hours and minutes plus/

Deep deep bottomless pits for better drops/

Of sweet endless thoughts where no forever stops. 

::KISSED::

Kissed by many of an enemies lips

The desires of liars on envious trips

Sacred is nothing in the hands of hatred

Fears engulfing the souls of the forsaken

Our laughter turns to such ill chatter

Chatter turns to nothing that matters

Because nothing matters but character

Judgements of the unknown left shattered

Actions over words so nothing is fabricated

No truth spoken by those truly agitated

Intentions unclear and wrongly filled unsaturated

Unsatisfied with managed lies to leave one captivated

Captured by the rapture of the ones once flattered

Disasters in paradise left my stay filled with anger

Disappointments anointed by each of your banters

Memories better undeveloped like lost disposable cameras

The importance of love and all that’s been taken advantage.