I’m the sensational underachiever
The ultimate nonbelievers dreamer
The quiet one till screams are heard
Silence breeds death I’m cured with words
The ignorant only want the best product
Survival guide for life and love uncovered
Eyes reveal truth in a world of blind wonders.
They tried to defeat me and write me off/
But learning lessons aren’t like a loss/
For every reaction there’s a cause/
For every action no doubt there’s a cost…
I survived through the dark and the noise/
My heart even when broken kept me poised/
Taking chances…
Falling down and getting up only takes advances/
Me and the hard times are like those hate&love romances/
I don’t live for the questions…
I only find the answers/
Knowing difficulties are around the corner and won’t vanish/
I’ve done taken damage/
Been taken advantage/
But my roar is savage/
My will is isn’t average/
Still some wonder how I manage/
My character describes what this man is/
Those open hands is… Bad biz/
I can’t part for those not in my faction/
Not even a fraction/
Steady eyes on the prize with no distractions/
Can’t give up till I make it happen/
Haters laughing and doubt with an evil passion/
Reason I keep a smile on my face and keep passing/
On my way to the top of that mountain of my revival/
It’s been a key to my survival/
To push through and fight their denial.
Can’t ever feel defeated/
This light shines on the depleted/
We take it or we leave it/
It’s with outstanding meaning/
This is my perseverance/
The strength engulfed in my spirit/
Some hear it… And some fear it/
This energy I find myself filled with/
Gives life and breaths fire into my soul/
Resurrects the structure of my bones/
Till I’m like a hard to move object of stone/
Holding my own wherever I tend to roam/
They expect me to fall and crawl on my own/
Cave under the pressure and stay out of the zone/
But I’m ready for the unknown it’s what I prepared for/
Therefore/
It’s like I’ve been here before/
It’s nothing but the more or less/
It’s all I have been built for in the flesh/
Conquer it and move on to the next.
Concrete jungle/
Filled with sirens and hustle/
Where they either hate or love you/
And this illusion is a reality for a few/
So I rise and shine for the ultimate grind/
My mind shines, I’m a one of a kind/
Can’t find a crack or a weakness/
Your enemies talk down when they speak this/
Your rivals walk around unsteady when they see this/
They can’t believe this…./
After barrages and sabotages keeping you from complicated accomplishments/
Your will defeated the odds and didn’t comply with their vileness/
Watch them view you with unwanted astonishment/
As you break past their broken promises/
Because nobody can promise this/
Standing tall like a champ on your Mount Olympus for all to witness/
No give up or give in for this victory/
You are now a part of their history.
Persecuted
From words diluted
Mind clouded
Guess I’m just better suited
In a world far away from here
Where nobody is near
And nobody is near
And nobody can hear
The difference between
You, my reality and our fears
I am no regrets I am no worries
Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry
And I didn’t ask if I was worthy
All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me
But you hurt me… you hurt me
Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Relegated
Pushed aside and hesitated
Always debated and lied to
You were so unmindful
And you had my mind fooled
And now I wanna hide from you
Tears fall when I’m reminded of you
But I’ll be fine I’m cool
I’m glad I won’t waste anymore time on you
I am no regrets I am no worries
Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry
And I didn’t ask if I was worthy
All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me
But you hurt me… you hurt me
Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Addicted
Tears and pain conflicted
No pity drawn in my image
Walking away a casualty of your sickness
Love torn battled this only witness
Blood scars and memories in vision
Barely alive… But I’m alive and kicking
Knowing there is nothing worth missing
For those pleas are no longer worth listening
When the body it yearns
And the mind doesn’t learn
And were all just taking turns
What is it that you actually earned
So do you miss me
When it’s all too risky
What do you wish me
More of the pain that you give me
Give me give me give me
Painfully looking at our pictures
Were either victims or victors
They asked if I missed her
They ask if my hearts been injured
So do you miss me
When it’s all too risky
What do you wish me
More of the pain that you give me
Give me give me give me
When sunshines don’t reach
Blowing winds on an empty beach
What do broken hearts teach
More than the words of love can speak
So do you miss me
When it’s all too risky
What do you wish me
More of the pain that you give me
Give me give me give me
How could it all end shattered
Betrayed and souls battered
I wish I could just ask her
Was it us or did you only matter
So do you miss me
When it’s all too risky
What do you wish me
More of the pain that you give me
Give me give me give me
Where do we take
Love after it breaks
Trust and we’ve been lost
In the cusp of thinking of us
The rush slows down
The heart beats were so loud
As drums could beat
Lost awake in a sleep
And reality did seem
As if you could rewrite a dream
Unraveled at the seams
Redeemed a coupon for a new
Life in seek of the truth
Beneath the lies assumed
Consumed by the universe
Maybe it could be us
in another world
Where I saw diamonds and pearls
Designed on the perfect girl
Whirlwinds and I take off
No direction and I stay lost
Finding my way when fate calls
No days off I took years already
Heart heavy and…
You’re..
All..
Hiding..
Never..
Zealously..
Yielding anything of a deeper meaning.
When people assume it’s only because they fear the truth/
I guess my words are my actions…
See all that it’s lead me to/
Clawing tooth and nail in a world where I’m destined to fail/
Dreaming every night on when these dreams a set sail/
We all have our tales I’m just best to describe mine/
I’m sure we all have pain in our lives… Just look at my lines/
Tough times in rough rhymes patterned behind emotional crimes/
I was designed a little different/
I’ve come a long way from being a misfit/
But it’s that childhood I think back to and I miss it/
The innocence is long place away and too far to visit/
Listen… My imperfections make me perfect for me/
But again nothing is perfect no matter how hard you believe/
We… Can be betrayed and deceived by the ones we need/
Truth indeed… Life longs can become for life gone/
I guess we can let bygones be bygones/
But really who is the judge of our right and wrongs/
I’m not trying to write a song but a symphony of life/
And I’m not looking for pity or validation in anyone’s eyes/
Because they wish for your pain through their sympathy of lies/
And I’ve cried a million rain storms sitting alone/
And I’ve been a shoulder for tears to rain on/
I’ve been the consoled and consoler/
I guess if you understand their pain it makes you tougher/
More so to a stranger than a sister or brother/
I take cover in solitude at times to hide from reality/
Because I could never imagine all this sadness and tragedy/
But I learned in hugs they were backstabbing me/
And I held on tighter to them…Don’t be mad at me/
Don’t be sad for me… Be happy for me actually/
Because nobody fake could ever pass for me/
And my past is my past so don’t ask if this love will last in me/
Cause I’m standing tall in the face of blasphemy/
With no hate in my heart so I know I’m living passionately.
35 years and I’m right here
Through the wrongs and the rights here
Through every single word that I write here
Through the darkness and what I might fear
Through the shine of my soul and the light here
Feelings expressed and though they might hear
Had a few backs turned thought they might care
Still believing in my dreams after a few nightmares
So I still put all my hope in my days and my nights there
Still talking to The Lord and I know that Christ’s here
Keeping me strong through the cries here
Keeping me where I belong away from the lies here
Circle getting smaller with people falling out of my sphere
But it’s 35 years and I’m right here and I’ll make it quite clear
No matter what happens good or bad I’m truly alive here.
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