::EMPTY SOUL::

You wanted my everything/

I don’t want anything/

You pulled my every string…

Pushed my every button/

Thought we had something/

It quickly became nothing…

From having it all to no/

From laughing with someone I don’t know/

I won’t ask from here where do we go/

It’s dying slow the character you were/

Nothing real only illusions that occurred/

Professional happiness saboteur/

No self love having miserable amateur/

Pasture filled with nothing but lonely roads/

Wandering disasters of an empty soul. 

Crash crash burn

You ask but don’t learn

Crash crash till you collapse

I guess it’s only right…

That I write about that last laugh. 

Empty eyes with nothing to hold
Words empty with nothing told
Actions paid for by actors sold 
Hooray you made fake last till it’s known 
Empty soul.. empty soul.. empty soul. 

::SOULMATE::

  
So you’re soulmates/

Yea….That’s so great/

So we’re we… That’s no fate/

No faith… No taste… Wait… No wait/

Speeding things up and showed faith/

Hold up…time out… this is no race/

Screw things up now you won’t show face/

Holed up and heart held captive for no place/

No responsibility, it’s show you have no grace/

I hope they know how to go from being great to being replaced/

Free ride for love but your a heartbreak cheapskate/

Bad memories are worse when their a keep sake/

Arguments and name calling, now we need space/

But what I wished for couldn’t be erased/

Lesson learnt… And your the teachers name/

What’s love… Really what’s your love… You should be ashamed/

Soulmate. Sold faith. Soulmate. So great. Soulmate. Takes no blame. Soulmate. No remains. Soulmate. Oh wait. Soulmate. Two faced. Soulmate…Not to one but so many who don’t know until it’s too late.  

 

::HOW MUCH DOES LOVE COST::

How much does love really cost

The goodness of me that’s continuously lost?

Between the lies and illusions of thoughts

Is it normal that this pain is my source

Or is it overthinking and non conclusive

Attracting partners that have been abusive

Trading in the selfless for the selfish

Believing it was heaven but it was hellish

Isolated from the world I could tell this

Wasn’t what I needed

Blinded from the truth I couldn’t see it

Yearning for that love I could feel it

Given to me in increments before once again being defeated

I couldn’t leave it because I believed if

In my loneliness

Look, I know the risk

Of the self worth crumbling in hopelessness

The evil had me addicted till my high was over with

I couldn’t live and the reality is

I kicked the habit of it

False love that was action less

I had only learned a fraction of it

The heartbreak of being passionate

The toxic was as eye opening as it was hazardous

And when you realize just ask yourself this…

How much love really cost?

::MIDNIGHT HOURS::

Cold hearts 

Love has gone astray

Tempted to make a way

Out of a calendar that ran out of days

And this pain has nothing left to say

Crawling slow to that great escape

Where the truth can leave you afraid
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

Think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Empty eyes

That lifeless hope that you once was

Nobody seems to get the buzz

Nobody was there to witness us

The illusions of this so called love

I can still feel the lies in the rush 

Of my heartbeat lost in your mistrust
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours
Lost soul

I wonder if you’ll ever be found

Living a life filled with fears now 

I can still hear the deceit so loud

Ringing in my ears that evil sound

One by one where victims are allowed

Ticking clocks till they are all out…of
Midnight hours

Midnight hours

I think of ours 

Late into the midnight hours

::DEATH OF A SOUL::

Passing time of rewinded memories

Fast forwarding pain sent to me

Sun shaded by this dark past

Escaping clouds in a dark path 

Remind me again of a child’s smile

The world has been gone for awhile 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Broken mirror images of past regret

Touching my arm as you ask again 

That forgiveness lost it’s meaning

Painful words that left scars bleeding

And your smile reminds me of your evil ways

The reality of my world that you pushed away
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Screams outside and crying inside

Can’t understand these dying tries

Looking around and nobody sees 

And everyone believes what they believe

If only your smile could set you free

The world was waiting for something you didn’t need 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul

::EMPTY GLARES::

All the time and the hours gone by

Window staring stars shine and fly

Thinking clocks they tick and tock 

Just when will these memories stop

And I knew your stay wouldn’t last

But I couldn’t help through the laughs

And those jeers quickly turned to tears

And those days turned into empty years 
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 
Walking past our favorite places

Your love is on my tongue and I can still taste it

Emotions just wasted and they won’t return 

The pain and the hurt are just lessons learned

Stripes earned in a battle with our hearts

All the betrayal and lies that tore us apart 

Maybe you won’t understand 

Maybe soon after it won’t matter

The tragedy of loving your disaster
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 
I left my dreams far from it all

Staring at the phone and unanswered calls

Train hoping missing stops that were once ours

Had me thinking lost for some hours

It wasn’t love and I’m sure you knew this 

Your fears overwhelmed my music 

And so I lowered the volume to hear the truth

And ended up with lyrics of an evil muse 
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 

::HURT ME::

Persecuted

From words diluted

Mind clouded 

Guess I’m just better suited

In a world far away from here

Where nobody is near

And nobody is near

And nobody can hear

The difference between 

You, my reality and our fears
I am no regrets I am no worries

Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry

And I didn’t ask if I was worthy 

All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me

But you hurt me… you hurt me 

Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Relegated 

Pushed aside and hesitated

Always debated and lied to 

You were so unmindful 

And you had my mind fooled

And now I wanna hide from you

Tears fall when I’m reminded of you

But I’ll be fine I’m cool 

I’m glad I won’t waste anymore time on you
I am no regrets I am no worries

Just give me a sec I’m in no hurry

And I didn’t ask if I was worthy 

All I asked was that you wouldn’t hurt me

But you hurt me… you hurt me 

Yea you hurt me… Oh you hurt me
Addicted

Tears and pain conflicted

No pity drawn in my image

Walking away a casualty of your sickness

Love torn battled this only witness

Blood scars and memories in vision

Barely alive… But I’m alive and kicking

Knowing there is nothing worth missing

For those pleas are no longer worth listening

::GIVE ME::

When the body it yearns

And the mind doesn’t learn

And were all just taking turns

What is it that you actually earned


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me 


Painfully looking at our pictures

Were either victims or victors

They asked if I missed her

They ask if my hearts been injured


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me


When sunshines don’t reach 

Blowing winds on an empty beach

What do broken hearts teach

More than the words of love can speak 


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me


How could it all end shattered

Betrayed and souls battered 

I wish I could just ask her 

Was it us or did you only matter 


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me

::BID ADIEU::

I have seen the issues within you

The horrible illusion and the visual 

The verbal assaults of your words critical

You fight yourself and it’s a bitter feud

Minuscule and denying your inner truth

Mirror images spider crack from your despicable

Miserable breaths that pump hateful residuals 

Pitiful and ironic anger in your syllables

One is enough but here in a city full

I have had enough so I must bid you adieu.