::LOVE FOR ANOTHER::

Love in touch then in sense
Quiver from heart rate tense
Slowly quickly falling harder
Nothing better evolved from
Hello hi bye to talk later
But good nights couldn’t be greater
Hard to stay arguments fights
Broken hearts want to take flight
Lost confused feeling used
Memories thoughts of us two
Erased placed hidden for others
Suffered pondered and always wondered…
How could it be love for another.

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::MEET YOU:: 

Truth is, I can see your evil

Didn’t think it existed in people

But your kiss was toxic 

And your supposed love was lethal

And each innocent passing person 

Is a victim in a line of your sequels

Your soul is see through

Your heart black with no equal 

Do wrong but expect one to need you

And the only regret I have…

Is the day I left my house to meet you.

::STILL FINDING MY PEACE::

Streets are serene 
Filled with chatter 
Bumping around the crowds
Looking for what matters
I’m lost before I’m found
Searching for an old sound 

I want to feel at ease
Hearing your voice 
Still finding my peace 

And they say it isn’t love
Till your heart bleeds
They’ll say it never was
Till every ounce of it leaves 

Tell me before 
I close these doors
What was on your mind
I just need to know more
If you’ve held the truth in 
Why was it so easy to lie 

I want to feel at ease
Hearing your voice 
Still finding my peace 

And they say it isn’t love
Till your heart bleeds
They’ll say it never was
Till every ounce of it leaves

And

I refuse to break
Holding this fate
Knowing your face
Has to be replaced

And 

I refuse to take
Is it really too late
Knowing these mistakes
Have to be erased 

::TAKE US AWAY:: 

Remember skies bright 
Shining like lights 
Clouds came unannounced
And with heartbeat sounds
Confusing our ways 
Just like love songs gone astray

But…

Tomorrow is coming soon and I’m asking 
Can’t we just live for another day
Act like it never happened 
And let the memories take us away

Time to unpack thoughts make empty spaces
Beach waves to subway stations
Late nights filled with our ovations
The crowd starts to cheer us on 
The energy fills the room till its gone
Just one more time they want to hear our song

But…

Tomorrow is coming soon and I’m asking 
Can’t we just live for another day
Act like it never happened 
And let the memories take us away

First date
Kiss under the moon just wait 
For early morning walks 
And 3:30am long talks
Fighting through snow piles
It’s no wonder we haven’t found love in awhile
Favorite shows
Bus stops that go
On like forever…
Do you ever…
Dream of us together…
Just take us away.

::AFTER THIS::

With the good comes the bad 
And they say time heals all wounds 
So even if you give all you have
Would it be love if you gave up so soon

Tears don’t run dry…
And rain doesn’t come from clear skies…
And pain doesn’t come from happiness…
If it wasn’t love, why would we be after this… After this… After this

Don’t chase what’s not meant to be
If the signs are there
But what other reasons were you sent to me
If I really didn’t care 
Tears don’t run dry…

And rain doesn’t come from clear skies…
And pain doesn’t come from happiness…
If it wasn’t love, why would we be after this… After this… After this

Hold me and never let go
And if I ever let go let me know
There’s reasons to stay above leaving 

After this.

After this.

After this.

::JUST STRANGERS::

It’s the tall tale signs 
And I wish you were still mine
But we never really belong to another
Dreams gone astray for the other
With promises made and promises broke
Words left unsaid while what’s said just goes

And so we just become strangers 
Strangers passing just to let go
In a life where nobody seems to know
Reaching out for the one who does with hope

Wish you would have stayed awhile
Gotten to know my hurt inner child 
I’m so sure what you thought wasn’t 
And what you think wasn’t known
We always miss the idea of loving
But out of fear run away from home

And so we just become strangers 
Strangers passing just to let go
In a life where nobody seems to know
Reaching out for the one who does with hope

If you find me again would you ask me
Or would you turn and walk right past me
Answer the questions that lingered 
Or ignore me and treat me with bitter
Regrets pain and all the hurt that remains
Would you make it better or leave it the same

And so we just become strangers 
Strangers passing just to let go
In a life where nobody seems to know
Reaching out for the one who does with hope

::FIND WHATS RIGHT::

If you find yourself in these pages
Words matching up to these sayings
If you still find your heart beating
Those are the words and your soul meeting

But…

You’re so distracted from the good in life… The good in life
Why can’t you step back and look at life… Just look at life
To busy trying to find what’s wrong to find what’s right… Just find what’s right

Some day you’ll wake up from your dreams
And it won’t be what you always conceived it would be
You shouldn’t stand there questioning motives
In clouded thoughts making it hard to notice

But…

You’re so distracted from the good in life… The good in life
Why can’t you step back and look at life… Just look at life
To busy trying to find what’s wrong to find what’s right… Just find what’s right

One man’s trash is another man’s treasure
One women’s loss is another women pleasure
It’s one life why should all our mistakes measure
And it’s no wonder they say never say never

::BELIEVED IN::

You were always trying to give me a hard time

Guess you’re just a product of a hard life

And all I wanted was truth and you gave me hard lies 

While digging through your soul and getting lost in your hard eyes

I can still see the looks you gave me

Drowning in them and they enslaved me

But your deepest pain isn’t why you hate me

Didn’t realize it then but I’m knowing lately

That…

I am not the reason… What’s the reason

I am not the reason… What’s the reason

Not everything you see should be believed in… Believed in… Believed in

I was trapped in trying to understand you

World turned upside down you’re a handful 

I saw the beauty in it all and you saw from a bad view

Maybe I didn’t take the time to sit there and ask you

I can still see the looks you gave me

Drowning in them and they enslaved me

But your deepest pain isn’t why you hate me

Didn’t realize it then but I’m knowing lately

That…

I am not the reason… What’s the reason

I am not the reason… What’s the reason 

Not everything you see should be believed in… Believed in… Believed in

::NEVER CLEAR:: (A Sad Love Song) 

Somehow I’ve been sitting over hereGoosebumps and fighting tears

Even though it’s been over for years

I feel what we had was never clear
And I’m not one to get sentimental 

But you and this have always been on my mental

I wonder how your doing with that 

I wonder who you’re with and where you’re at
Fighting off your demons I found my own 

And lost in your mess I found myself alone

Behind angry text messages and ring tones

Surrounded by four walls of silence in our empty home
And…
Somehow I’m sitting over here

Goosebumps and fighting tears

Even though it’s been over for years

I feel what we had was never clear

Thinking about all the patient I had 

And watching you walk away so mad

Why does the heart get so vindictive 

Misunderstandings we’re all innocent victims 
I heard somewhere through the grapevine

You been alone and trying to make up for lost time

Are you feeling like I have with all this

It’s never clear until all is gone and missed 
And…
Somehow I’m sitting over here

Goosebumps and fighting tears

Even though it’s been over for years

I feel what we had was never clear

::HARD TO ERASE::

There has to be a better way/Looking around corners for better days/

The stars don’t shine like they used to/

Constant thinking has my mind confused to/

Look… I’m just sitting here trying to put it all together/

Maybe my math is wrong when it comes to forever/

Infinity signs/

They live in my mind/

I see designs of hearts and world structures/

What’s love what’s life…

what the fuck bruh/

I can’t even take criticism well lately/

Wanna be alone even though these women wanna date me/

Soon they’ll hate me judging off my present/

But my past fucked up… It’s like a death sentence/

And if I keep writing then you might get mentioned/

I don’t need this tension and drinking ain’t the answer/

I use to be happy go lucky but this heartbreak is a cancer/

I’m a disaster and I can’t help it/

Trying to love myself again and I feel selfish/

And the world don’t help this/

And I ain’t trying to see no therapist/

I keep thinking there gotta be some better shit/

Got a gym membership and tried to work out my pain/

Running miles thinking about fame/

Since you said my name wasn’t worth shit/

Maybe I’ll get a gig and get my words spit/

My nerves get the best of me/

Fuck it… I gave you what was left in me/

Fuck it… I thought me and you was destiny… But we would never be/

I’m empty… I don’t trust like I use to/

My friends say she just used you/

Death around the corner… 

So where’s the news crew?/

It’s all about the who’s who/

I swore I knew but I was confused too/

This is that true blue under the weather poetry/

I’ll be better off tomorrow for you just knowing me/

And showing me/

There’s nothing wrong with being a lonely me/

And I know the sky will clear up/

And maybe I’ll cheer up/

Maybe I’ll forget all this nonsense/

In fact I’ve been really calm since/

And settled into my own place/

Found myself again got my own place/

But memories still live in my thoughts…

It’s a part of the heart that’s hard to erase.