::HISTORY::

Concrete jungle/

Filled with sirens and hustle/

Where they either hate or love you/

And this illusion is a reality for a few/

So I rise and shine for the ultimate grind/

My mind shines, I’m a one of a kind/

Can’t find a crack or a weakness/

Your enemies talk down when they speak this/

Your rivals walk around unsteady when they see this/

They can’t believe this…./

After barrages and sabotages keeping you from complicated accomplishments/

Your will defeated the odds and didn’t comply with their vileness/

Watch them view you with unwanted astonishment/

As you break past their broken promises/

Because nobody can promise this/

Standing tall like a champ on your Mount Olympus for all to witness/

No give up or give in for this victory/

You are now a part of their history. 

::FAMOUS::

What does it take to get famous/

And no longer be nameless/

This attention is shameless/

These millionaires are brainless/

Wait… So tell me what your aim is?/

Thinking the same, but where are the changes?/

Business card exchanges/

The I’ll call you don’t call me stages/

Is it me or is this all outrageous/

Is it me or is this all done out of hatred/

Is it ego…

Maybe they should make it illegal…

To be that famous/

Are we turning pages?/

Or are we taking turns on social media pages/

Is it hard to be a star stuck in the matrix/

Can you tell me how it felt when you made it/

Nah…Maybe I just wanna stay home and never make it… Famous. 

::SUDDEN LOSS::

Days go past me
Hearts go crashing 

Room spinning and won’t stop

Like the hands on a watch 

And the light it shines so bright

Only for those with beautiful minds
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
Turning wheels quickly

You’re going nowhere with me

The map shows places unfound

A world so distant and far now

And were losing our grasp slowly

Of this love I asked you to show me
You won’t blind me

It was all perfect timing

And I won’t go silently 

Quiet to the pain that reminds me of a…
Sudden loss

Sudden loss

When love is lost it’s a…

Sudden loss
We were never meant to be

Do you know what you meant to me

Forgetting my love left me empty

Such a sudden loss… Regrettably 

::DEATH OF A SOUL::

Passing time of rewinded memories

Fast forwarding pain sent to me

Sun shaded by this dark past

Escaping clouds in a dark path 

Remind me again of a child’s smile

The world has been gone for awhile 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Broken mirror images of past regret

Touching my arm as you ask again 

That forgiveness lost it’s meaning

Painful words that left scars bleeding

And your smile reminds me of your evil ways

The reality of my world that you pushed away
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul
Screams outside and crying inside

Can’t understand these dying tries

Looking around and nobody sees 

And everyone believes what they believe

If only your smile could set you free

The world was waiting for something you didn’t need 
Rain drops kiss window panes 

Death of a soul

Like tears from a widows pain

Thoughts from far ago

That’s just as far as this pain will go

Death of a soul

::EMPTY GLARES::

All the time and the hours gone by

Window staring stars shine and fly

Thinking clocks they tick and tock 

Just when will these memories stop

And I knew your stay wouldn’t last

But I couldn’t help through the laughs

And those jeers quickly turned to tears

And those days turned into empty years 
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 
Walking past our favorite places

Your love is on my tongue and I can still taste it

Emotions just wasted and they won’t return 

The pain and the hurt are just lessons learned

Stripes earned in a battle with our hearts

All the betrayal and lies that tore us apart 

Maybe you won’t understand 

Maybe soon after it won’t matter

The tragedy of loving your disaster
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 
I left my dreams far from it all

Staring at the phone and unanswered calls

Train hoping missing stops that were once ours

Had me thinking lost for some hours

It wasn’t love and I’m sure you knew this 

Your fears overwhelmed my music 

And so I lowered the volume to hear the truth

And ended up with lyrics of an evil muse 
Empty glares 

As everyone stares

Why couldn’t we keep it together 

Now these scars will live in our forever 

::BROKEN FACTS::

I was searching and searching 

And while love seemed unworthy

And it kept hurting and hurting

Even while I thought you heard me 

Like silent whispers in a loud place

Words that weren’t quite traced 

I swore there would never be a day

From the crowd I’d have to walk away


All I could…

Did all I could…

And when I look back

I held nothing back

From the broken hearts I attract 

We were broken from the facts 



Our love disappeared and wasn’t found

The truth hurt deeper than scars

I always thought we were bound 

But we crashed like speeding cars

And I knew I couldn’t fix it

The pain was such a quiet fiction 

Our chapter was coming to an end

There was nothing left to mend


All I could…

Did all I could…

And when I look back

I held nothing back

From the broken hearts I attract 

We were broken from the facts


We’ll wander and get lost 

We’ll come back because it’s home 

We’ll never learn from our mistakes

Tragedy of our loves miss takes

We’ll wander and get lost 

We’ll come back because it’s home 

We’ll never learn from our mistakes

Tragedy of our loves miss takes 

::GIVE ME::

When the body it yearns

And the mind doesn’t learn

And were all just taking turns

What is it that you actually earned


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me 


Painfully looking at our pictures

Were either victims or victors

They asked if I missed her

They ask if my hearts been injured


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me


When sunshines don’t reach 

Blowing winds on an empty beach

What do broken hearts teach

More than the words of love can speak 


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me


How could it all end shattered

Betrayed and souls battered 

I wish I could just ask her 

Was it us or did you only matter 


So do you miss me 

When it’s all too risky

What do you wish me

More of the pain that you give me

Give me give me give me

::RUSH::

I will never remove this

It’s cemented in script 

Our forever was a sign

I’m reminded every time

Guess I’m the lucky one

Because it changed my life

And if they ask what happens

Tell them to read between the lines 


(Chorus)

Tears aren’t deep enough

These words will leave it up

To us…

To us and I believe your love

Was sent from above

But we got caught in the rush


Infinity couldn’t reach us here

So somehow the end is near

You saw the pain in my eyes

When ours was left behind

And the hours pass uncounted

And the days just mounted 

Where do we go for our tomorrow

Was your love mine or just borrowed 


(Chorus)

Tears aren’t deep enough

These words will leave it up

To us…

To us and I believe your love

Was sent from above

But we got caught in the rush


Tattooed in my mind

Just trying to find 

The escape to this ink

When all I do is think

Who’s left to trust

Caught up in the rush

::GOING PLACES::

Everywhere I look

It’s a hard reminder 

Gave all I could 

But I couldn’t find her 

And the time stops 

It starts up when I think

Till the bottom drops

The end of where we begin


(chorus)

Going places 

With no direction 

Knowing faces

With no intentions

My memory chases

The slowly fading and resting


Unanswered questions

Worlds spinning in our view

My minds clouded and jaded 

Just knowing you hate it

I saw it all before it happened 

Words not matching their actions

We fabricate and elaborate

But efforts go like a past date 


(chorus)

Going places 

With no direction 

Knowing faces

With no intentions

My memory chases

The slowly fading and resting



Our time is winding

No perfect timing 

The clocks hands are blinding

Inching up and climbing

Losing thoughts and crying

Lost in our silver linings